My first HRT appointment is in the morning and I'm realizing all of the things I'm uncertain of.
What does it really mean to do second puberty? I want the bodily changes, but I hadn't considered the mental ones
I'm scared of my behavior changing... How it will effect my art and my love life...
I know things will be okay but I don't know in which way they'll be different.
It's just all uncertain, and that's scary.

The things I'll do for boobs...