why do i keep finding myself defending people i barely enjoy anymore?
like yeah. i'm very guilty of being snide and shittalking but i'll almost always clarify afterwards when the point of the comment is not absolutely clear.
and the point of those sorts of jabs are getting at a larger, actual issue i care about
being annoying is not the biggest crime in the world, and really shouldn't be treated as such!

your core dependency is temporary, and for your own sake i'd really like to see you branch out sometimes
while it's annoying when you talk about the notable people you know, i'm more worried about how that interacts with your view of yourself
the way you throw money around has, and is going to continue to hurt yourself and others

these are tough subjects and i often can tackle them snidely, but as mentioned before, i try not to dress it up all that much. i just get really mad when I try to talk about these things with others, and to them it's just gossip to stab stab stab about without proper thought, yknow?

i shouldn't have to clarify that you want free access to performance to all people when we talk, and no actually, that person being aggressive to you is sort of warranted based on your actions!
and then you admit something that's actively hurt me and damaged my sentimental value of the place I love, is something you did to piss people off on purpose?

fuck you from the bottom of my heart!
genuinely!
conflict is not cool, it's not cute, it shouldn't be fun, and it should be avoided!!!!!!!!

how have you ended up a pillar of my community?