i opened the project files for both the currently incomplete songs and didn't get a spark for either and idk if I like them that much right now and GRAHHH im worried that this concept and vibe ive spent months working on is maybe flawed or bad or something I can't finish...

i know sometimes there's just off days, but typically if i want to take a crack at the song it means i'll at least get a hit in
didn't really work out today
also didn't help that i accidentally deleted some samples a while back and one was in one of said WIPs... it's absence doesn't sound huge but its still stressing me out

i just really really want to have an EP so i can say i did something as a musician. ive been a hobbiest at this shit for lke three years now and have had some really good moments but still don't feel seen or respected or idkkkk
i don't want to just be the funny friend
if i can't conquer some of these songs i dunno

it's just really frustrating when things have been sitting unfinished for so long and you can't seem to finish them